SELF-PITY – LIVING WITH A MENTAL ILLNESS

“Upset, is the rule of “Self-Pity and Living with a Mental Illness.”  When Jesus was announced    to be born in the town of Bethlehem by the three wise men who were from the east looking, for “Jesus was born in the town of Bethlehem in Judea, during the time when Herod was king.  Soon afterwards, some men who studied the stars came from the east to Jerusalem and asked, “Where is the baby born to be king of the Jews?  We saw His star when it came in the east, and we have come to worship Him.

 

When King Herod heard about this, he was very “upset,” and so was everyone else in Jerusalem.” (Matthew 2:1-3).

 

Herod’s upset state made everyone upset!

 

He could not stand the thought of a king superior to him.

 

We are all submissive to someone else, either it could be as a child to our parents, and further along submissive to our school teachers, and again further along in years when we seek employment, we become submissive to the authority over us for our pay of salary.  Further, along  in years we decide to marry – it doesn’t matter who it is – both man and woman must become submissive to one another’s needs as well.  What happens then when the children are born is – both husband and wife become submissive even more for each other’s needs to help with raising the family.

 

It is only when this form is interrupted in a family, or elsewhere in the work force, or as earlier mentioned in the classroom under the authority of the teacher, or even earlier in life when a child becomes upset to do their parent’s wishes, that Satan interferes with one’s thoughts of provocation in mind where to bring downcast thoughts of self-pity, which can lead to living with mental illness.

 

(Micah 3:12) tells us how, “You are supposed to be concerned about justice, yet you hate what is good and you love what is evil.”  Justice means (the quality of being just; straight; exact; complete; equitable; true; founded on fact; proper), these attributes are what God requires of us through being obedient to our parents in the first place, as He instructed us to do in the 5^th Commandment, likewise as in the 1^st, 2^nd Commandments for God specifies clearly, “I bring punishment on those who hate me and on their descendants down to the third and fourth generations.  But I show My love to thousands of generations of those who love Me and obey My laws.” (Exodus 20:3-6).  This complete scenario is what has affected those who are in a “Self-Pity – Living with Mental Illness State of Life.”  From the very beginning of our lives we become under this order of submissive lifestyle to inherit all of God’s goodness as He promised to us all in (Deuteronomy 28:1-14) which hinges back onto all the Ten Commandments and especially from the beginning of our lives to, “Respect your father and your mother as I, the Lord your God, command you, so that all may go well with you and so that you may live a long time in the land that I am giving you.” (Deuteronomy 5:16)

 

Remember this: even Jesus was tempted to bow down to another idol and hate what is good when the devil promised Him in (Matthew 4:9) “All this I will give you,” the devil said, “if you kneel down and worship me.”

Then Jesus answered, “Go away, Satan!  The Scripture says, “Worship the Lord your God and serve only Him.”  Jesus knew who to serve for His life’s good.  For we must serve only the One True God, who “tolerates no rivals” (Exodus 20:5-6), and says to us all, “I bring punishment on those who hate Me and on their descendants down to the third and fourth generation.  But I show My love to thousands of generations of those who love and obey My laws.”  This in effect is how we should conduct our lives from the beginning to the end, in no matter what circumstance God honours us when we obey Him as described in all of the Ten Commandments, which leads us to further obedience to Him in our school days, our work days, our marriage and family days, to be fully committed to obeying His laws in obedience to Him – to love what is good and to hate what is evil.  Satan is the evil, and God is the good who will honour us all the days of our lives.  Whereas, on the other hand the devil brings dishonour into our midst with “Upset, Self-Pity – Living with Mental Illness,” which devastate one’s life and brings upset to all those who live with them.

My true aspirations here for this life’s lesson through obedience always being the principle factor to gain God’s approval of us, who in turn through our obedience to His laws gives to us all our needs met as described in the 5^th Commandment.

If any of us have at some point of our lives not obeyed God’s Laws, please speak out this prayer of release, to enable God’s will back in our lives – to serve Him and no other god, as He has set for us in His Laws – The Ten Commandments, for His love shown to us who will choose to love and obey His Laws:

*”Lord Jesus, you alone are the Lord-and the Lord alone-is our God “For God loved the world so much that He gave His only Son, so that everyone who believes in Him may not die but have eternal life.” (John 3:16 GNT).

Jesus you alone are the Most High Saviour of the world, who through your love of the Father, defeated the evil in the world, which undermines the true value of your Laws and Commandments.  Lord Jesus you obeyed all the Commandments and Laws of Moses as you declared in (Matthew 5:17-18 GNT) “Do not think that I have come to do away with the Law of Moses and the teachings of the prophets.  I have not come to do away with them, but to make their teachings come true.  Remember that as long as heaven and earth last, not the least point nor the smallest detail of the Law will be done away with – not until the end of all things.”  This concludes my identity as belonging to you Jesus.

I am truly sorry for my disobedience in the past, and any present sins I have been harbouring on this account.

Lord Jesus I am sorry for any self-pity I have had which has interrupted my obedience to the Laws and Commandments given me for my good which have resulted in any of my descendants in a ‘Self-Pity – Living with Mental Illness State of Life,” and being unable to detach themselves from it.  Lord Jesus you alone can heal us from the wounds self-pity has inflicted through our disobedient ways, to do as you have commanded us to be obedient so that all may go well with us and our descendants down to our third and fourth descendant.

Lord Jesus I repent of living a lifestyle of disobedience which has incurred loss of my free will to do what I have desired, and I have found myself in a pattern of down-troddedness in serving the “Self-Pity – Living with Mental Illness” constantly barraging my state of life again and again, without a reprieve away from it.

Lord Jesus you came that we might have to be saved from our mistakes of the past, and to fulfil our debt to society by your shed blood on the cross at Calvary as the fulfilment of our wages to death and sin.

Lord Jesus I cannot erase the past, but your precious blood Jesus can, and so I now draw the bloodline of Jesus over my past history of disobedience to your Laws and Commandments now and for all time, and I draw the bloodline of Jesus over the effects of my disobedience bringing punishment of “Self-Pity – Living with Mental Illness State of Life” which could well be inclined already in my descendants down to my third and fourth descendant.

Jesus you said on the cross, “It is finished,” I claim this for my life now that my past history of disobedience is finished, and now I enter your rest in obedience for you to care-take my life as in putting my faith in you Jesus alone as the Woman of Faith did when you set her daughter free from “a demon and is in terrible condition” (Matthew 15:23, 28) and as you told her, What you want will be done for you,” I claim this healing now on my life and my descendants down to my third and fourth descendant, Amen!   So be it Lord Jesus do it.

HALLELUJA!  TO THE KING OF KINGS AND LORD OF LORDS HALLELUJAH!!!  (Revelation 19:16).”